Number 21

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Number 21

Once more my heart has become the target for cruelty's arrows. Have I committed some crime that has lodged itself in your memory? You came without warning, as if to kill me with joy, while my heart wonders: has my love grown kind to me at last? Her skirt is clean of any dealings with rivals. God is on my heart's side, even if it has fallen into suspicion. Each time I pack my bags to follow my beloved again, a hundred caravans of tears begin to flow from my eyes. Cold now toward others and toward the beautiful ones, I fear they think this healer has turned out just like the rest.
Explanation: The 'arrow of cruelty' is a classic image of the beloved's harshness wounding the lover. 'Clean skirt' (pak daman) means moral purity and faithfulness.

Original · Persian

شمارهٔ ۲۱

دیگر، دلم، خدنگِ جفا را نشان شده‌ست جُرمی ز من، مگر به تو خاطِرنشان شده‌ست؟
بی‌وعده آمدی که ز شادی شَوَم هَلاک دل در گمان که یار به من، مهربان شده‌ست
پاک است دامنش ولی از اختلاطِ غیر حقّ، با دل من است؛ اگر بدگمان شده‌ست
تا بسته، باز، رَخْتِ سَفَر در قفایِ یار صد کاروانِ اشک ز چشمم، روان شده‌ست
بی‌مهرِ دیگران و نکویان، طبیب را تَرْسَم گمان کنند که چون دیگران شده‌ست