The Beloved Answers the Messenger Once More

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The Beloved Answers the Messenger Once More

When she came to an understanding with her confidant, she opened her lips and spoke to her freely. With great modesty she said: my dear friend, go and comfort that heartsick soul, win his heart back. For a fresh love is kindling in my heart, and my heart burns for his helpless state. The fire that flickers in his lamp, burns even hotter in my own mind. If love's flood swept him away, I too am drawn toward that same flood. If sorrow for me has worn him down, I too am bound to him with all my heart. If you want the truth, my heart is his; for who is there who would not love the one who loves? If now and then I put on airs, I was only testing the worth of his faithfulness. Now I have turned away from that defiance, from drawing a dagger on those who love me. I have grown weary of cruelty and betrayal; that is over, and I have let it go. If a thorn pricked him on our path, if some hurt from me reached his heart, may he find a whole life in every wound, and a rose garden in every thorn. In my kindness beg his pardon many times, go gently to him and say: dear friend, if your heart aches with love for me, I too, from grief for you, fear I may die. Your longing keeps me from any task; I have no other love in all the world but you. The sorrows you endured have come to an end; you have reached the treasure you were seeking. Do not put off the promise of our union to tomorrow; clear the chamber of every stranger. Sit down and wait for me, but do not let this secret spill to anyone. It is better to guard your good name, and better to hide your secret from everyone. That night he did not sleep from making so many plans, turning the matter over in every possible way. He kept telling the story of me, the madman; all night long he told this tale to himself.
Explanation: The 'flood of love' and 'fire in the lamp' are Persian images for overwhelming, consuming passion. The final couplets shift to the lover's sleepless night after receiving the message.

Original · Persian

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چو با همراز خود همداستان شد زبان بگشاد و با او همزبان شد
به صد آزرم گفت ای مهربان یار برو آن خسته دلرا دل بدست آر
که عشقی تازه می‌افروزدم دل بر آن بیچارگی میسوزدم دل
از آن آتش که او را در چراغ است مرا هم بیشتر ز آن در دماغ است
گر او را در ربود از عشق سیلی مرا هم سوی آن سیل است میلی
ور او را از غم ما خستگی‌هاست مرا هم سوی او دلبستگی‌هاست
دلم گر راست میخواهی بر اوست که باشد کو نخواهد دوست را دوست
اگر گه گاه نازی می‌نمودم عیارش در وفا می‌آزمودم
کنون باز آمدم زان سرکشیدن بروی دوستان خنجر کشیدن
ز جور و بیوفائی سیر گشتم گذشت آن وز سر آن درگذشتم
اگر در راه ما خاری رسیدش ز ما بر خاطر آزاری رسیدش
به هر آزردنی جانی بیابد به هر خاری گلستانی بیابد
ز لطف من بخواهش عذر بسیار بزرمش بگو کای مهربان یار
ترا گر دل به مهرم درناکست مرا نیز از غمت بیم هلاکست
نمیپردازم از شوقت به کاری ندارم در جهان غیر از تو یاری
به پایان آمد آن غمها که دیدی به گنجی کان طلب کردی رسیدی
حدیث وصل ما فردا مینداز شبستان را ز نامحرم بپرداز
همی بنشین و ما را منتظر باش مهل کان راز گردد پیش کس فاش
ز بهر نام خود کوشیده بهتر ز هرکس راز خود پوشیده بهتر
نخفت آن شب ز بس تدبیر کردن بر او از هر دری تقریر کردن
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