So Drunk

GhazalIraqi style
English

So Drunk

I am so drunk, so drunk, so utterly drunk that I can't tell my foot from my head, or my head from my hand. Except for the one whose cup has made me drunk, I no longer believe anyone exists in the whole world. I want to lose myself completely, to leave myself behind, if the cupbearer keeps pouring the wine like this. The pact my heart had made with the world of existence, once it grew drunk, shattered every last piece of it. Reason walked out the moment love walked in; my soul rose and fled the instant love sat down. Drunk or sober, it's all the same to me now; anyone not like this hasn't truly tasted the wine. Someone who has never known anything but the One, what would he know of five or six, of counting at all? I have passed beyond both height and depth; now there is no high or low left before me. Don't go looking for the four-arched dome of the sky, not you, who have leapt free from the prison of the six directions. None can reach the nearness of that intimate presence unless, like an arrow, the heart springs loose from the bow's grip. Even east and west cannot contain him once his being, like the sun's essence, breaks free of the setting place.
Explanation: 'Qab-e qawsayn' (couplet 10) is a Quranic image of utmost nearness to the divine. 'The six directions' and 'four-arched dome' evoke the confines of the physical, mortal world that the mystic transcends.

Original · Persian

شمارهٔ ۲۴

چنان مستم چنان مستم چنان مست که نه پا دانم از سر نه سر از دست
جز آنکس را که مست از جام اویم ندانم در جهان هرگز کسی هست
بکلی خواهم از خود گشت بیخود اگر باده دهد ساقی ازین دست
دلم عهدیکه بسته بود با کَون چو شد سرمست آن مجموع بشکست
خرد بیرون شد آنجا کو درآمد روان برخاست از پیشش چو بنشست
بود یکسان بر من مست و هشیار هر آنکو نیست زینسان نیست سرمست
کسی کو جز یکی هرگز ندانست چه میداند که پنجه چیست یا شصت
ز بالا و ز پستی در گذشتم کنون پیشم نه بالا ماند و نی پست
مجو ور نه رواق چار طاقش کسی کز حبس شش سوی جهان جَست
برو ناید مگر در قاب قوسین چو تیر دل جَهَد از قبضه شست
اگر ور مشرق و مغرب نگنجد چو ذات مغربی از مغربی رَست